In all honesty I have spent the last few months doing self reflection. Between UNI, fuck boys & giving up drinkinh my life has been an absolute fucking train wreck of excitement.
Who would have thought that studying to become a Charted Accountant / Human Resource manager / Finance manager / lets add a double minor in business law & Information systems in the mix, would be so hard?
Despite Rearranging my minors and majors about 57 times I feel I nearly have my life sorted… Who am I kidding? I totally have no idea what the fuck I’m doing!
The excitement of knowing 4.5 years from now I will be way too fucking educated for life is pretty exciting. At least I’ll be able to say I’m multi talented, right? It is also exciting to know that prior study could be cross credited and I only have 1 more first year paper to sit after my exams! ekkkk!
My dating pool is slowly drying up… is this an age thing? do boys want the hotter younger model or am I just fucking mediocre? I likely will never have the answer to that question, however I have met a boy.. SCANDAL.
Auckland Boy as I like to call him. He drives me absolutely crazy, Disclaimer: like literally fucking bonkers. I am absolutely crazy about this boy, Everything about him just does something to me. I am unsure how I have met someone who just gets me mentally, physically, sexually and emotionally… That sounds so pathetic and soppy but uh… I’m not even sorry. However, we are in no way an item….
I guess I should share some form of insight about him. He is someone I have known for years but never shared an interest in…. until now. Hes a babe.. like actually. Everything he does is just perfect and he just gets me. Negative being he really knows how to grind my gears and winds me up… When I am around him though…. FULL BODY CHILLS. Plus the sex is absolutely fucking heaven. BEST SEX EVER.
Unsure why he went to university when he has like a degree in using his peen?
To finalize my Auckland boy stories we have decided we may continue the travel / meet ups and start jetting around New Zealand to see each other and keep it interesting. We had a fab time down south a month or so ago. We have also started skype sex.. I know – what are we? fucking twelve? To support that we made the investment of a we vibe 4+.. When it arrives I’ll share the details. Basically a vibrator (boyfriend) he can control from his iPhone from the opposite end of New Zealand. Too perfect – will keep the updates coming.
Life is crazy! I’m sure half of my town think I live elsewhere as it’s always quite a shock actually seeing me here. Sorry guys, I’m still here! I have however completely stopped going clubbing amd what not. This is my attempt at becoming a better person, sorting my fucking life out and actually finishing my 5.5 year degree, which guys I’m fucking 1 year out of. The lack of drinking has done absolute wonders for my health and I would definitely recommend it if you want to finish a few series on netflix! Kidding, just do it!
Although drinking hasn’t been completely culled it nearly has. I got really drunk in Queenstown and Auckland. I probably shouldn’t go into details with the chance of sounding lile an absolute desperado!
Auckland has been super fun! It’s nearly a second home. I have paid for about 7 more trips up there for uni and to visit all of my beautiful friends there! I am im absolute lust with the sky tower as well. Something about being on top of this busy city and just reflecting on everything. So empowering!
With a lot of my life changes i have noticed I have lost a lot of the friends who quite clearly cannot keep up woth my lifestyle. No hard feelings of course but I have sort of lost touch with a lot of the friends who I thought I couldn’t live without and a lot of friends who I had known for a long time. This isn’t a bad thing, I am actually really content with the friends who have stuck round through my rise and fall I had late last year and the struggles I had been through.
Health issues are sort of simmering down, however I will never be 100% again. They do say that God only gives the struggle to those he knows arw strong enough to come out the other side kicking.. (something along thosw lines anyway) I am embracing the new glasses and shitty eyesight that come as a result of my shitty health.
It has been an absolute journey and I am ready to get out of this 21st year and start my 22nd! Only a 2 months to go. I am so blessed to live the life that I live and I would never change it for the world.
Now I have done my vent for the day I am off to crack open the crisps and watch some netflix next to the fire. I will be back. Until next time x